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See, that’s what the app is perfect for.

Sounds perfect Wahhhh, I don’t wanna

at first I wanted an open relationship to have new experiences & the opportunity to get to know myself and process my own feelings, but now all I think about is you

and now it’s fucked up and our communication shut off and I’m heartbroken about it if I’m being honest

it cut deep when you told me we don’t know each other

I went from looking up flights to come see you to whatever this is in an instant and I have shellshock

personal i think i could have fallen in love with you i don’t feel that way about people very often

Anonymous asked:

Sometimes I look at you and ask, what could’ve been.. I know it’s not healthy or logical to live in regret but, I just wonder sometimes. I feel like we’d still be extremely compatible even now. It’s my fault. You didn’t do anything wrong. I’m not a good person. I’m regretting life decisions. Hope you’re doing good. I just want to watch X-files with you. Hope your time in London is inspiring and points you in whatever direction you maybe hoping for. You’re a good person.

a message like this is so curious

how are we compatible? what do you mean what could have been?

also why x-files?

I have been enjoying myself here so far, I want to reach out to the center of the world. I feel at home here. & thank you, I hope I can be.

personal

i keep having dreams recently about my high school friends and my high school boyfriend

he’s getting married soon, we haven’t spoken in years but i follow his gf’s best friends

i’ve never met her but i’ve met her friends, i would so much like to be a part of that circle but i feel strange trying to get to know them considering the history (or what she has maybe been told about me). i don’t want to insert myself & make things uncomfortable.

living in my home town feels like i am a fly gingerly stepping over spiderwebs laid all over what used to be my favorite places

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Anonymous asked:

just be patient with yourself and pack things that give you a sense of comfort or peace, those feelings are completely valid ❤

thank you :-) i’m trying to pack mindfully bc i’m sure i will accumulate objects while i’m there, so it’s a balance of comfort & minimalism.

(i am not a naturally minimalistic person)

personal anon